I want to stop, but I can’t.
To stop would mean to admit that it’s wrong
And I can’t afford to be wrong again.
I want to say no more
To take the high road,
Be the bigger person,
Whatever bullshit sentiment that comes with
Doing the right thing
I want to stop
Stop lying
I don’t want to stop but
I know it’s wrong
But how can it be wrong
When it feels this right
What a cliché we’ve made of ourselves.